Wow it has been a couple of months and although I have not written as much as I have wanted my evolution still continues.
This year has been a year of great growth for me both emotionally and spiritually. It's like I've rediscovered my passion for life and for living. I started off this year with only one goal...Happiness and by God I am achieving it. The road to happiness and self actualisation is actually easier than people think. It began as a daily effort but has now become as easy as breathing...why nobody shared the secret with me earlier on is a wonder. It is all about waking up early and embracing the new day and enjoying what life has in store for you.
This year has been a year of great blessings. My friends and I finally went on the holiday we have talking about going on for years and thoroughly enjoyed ourselves. This is also the year where we are finally going to our first wedding as well as the year we are experiencing our 1st pregnancy. And yes I did say our first pregnancy. This little one who is coming into our lives has no idea how much they are already loved although they are but 7 weeks old. It is really hard for me not to give them a sex right now...we are hoping for a little girl and our little pregnant fairy is hoping for a boy...I figure she should just have twins and that way we have a win-win situation. She doesn't agree but suppose that hoping does not hurt the soul.
This year has also been a year where I have learnt what it is I am looking for in a partner, what I am willing to put up with and what I refuse to be a part of and there have been many a surprise. I am still single in the "search" of finding him but I am still happy even with the moments of loneliness I experience. I suppose you can't get everything you want all at once now can you. It is about going through every individual experience, learning from it and prepping yourself for the next one that actually counts at the end of the day. I know that he is somewhere out there waiting to be found or to find me but I am actually okay with that. Wow it is amazing what a little bit of growth can do to someone.
The evolution continues so
Peace, love and highness until my next post
