Passion

Okay so I've just turned 28 and have decided that I am naming this new chapter of my life Passion. The past year or so was about focusing on self actualisation and growth and figure it is time I move on to bigger an better things.

What my chapter of Passion has in store for me I have no idea but what I can say is that I am looking forward to it and can't wait to grab it by both horns and fully embrace that which God intended for me.

So many thoughts are going through my mind right now that don't quite know where to start and where to end so for tonight I stop here with one goal to achieve for the next year or so...to Live, love and embrace passion in all I do regardless of how big or small.

The evolution continues

Blessings

So find myself loving life as it currently is. Am blessed to be surrounded by so many special people in my life who each bring joy, growth and love. I don't quite know where to begin but feel as though I am finally fearless. I am no longer afraid of the unknown. I am no longer afraid of truly expressing myself, my feeling, my being and trust me when I say it has been a long and tedious road.

The Lord has blessed me with life. He has blessed me with love. He has blessed me with the gift of happiness and I live to appreciate it each day.

New and great things are happening, great things I tell you.

Mr. Right vs. Mr. Right Now

So the question of the evening is how do you know when you've met the person you will be spending the rest of your life with. The movies go on about that feeling that all of a sudden overcomes you whilst on the other hand people tell you that only happens in the movies.

Watched something recently and have only come to the realisation that we constantly search for Mr. Right and he is know where to be found we then turn around and compplain about there being no more good men out there when back at the ranch perhaps it was not the right time. So as of now I am no longer looking for my perfect Mr. Right but rather for my Mr. Right Now coz when I am ready and my time comes I know that so will he. You can only really appreciate the good once you know what the bad is all about so perhaps it is time we all stopped questioning and started appreciating as well as learn to be more patient.

There is a reason that Mr. Right has not popped on by and perhaps at a later stage someone you may already have met or know will then become you Mr. Right Now...

This blog is a bit random I know but can't put everything into words at the moment and perhaps in due course this will all make more sense

Finding Happiness

Wow it has been a couple of months and although I have not written as much as I have wanted my evolution still continues.

This year has been a year of great growth for me both emotionally and spiritually. It's like I've rediscovered my passion for life and for living. I started off this year with only one goal...Happiness and by God I am achieving it. The road to happiness and self actualisation is actually easier than people think. It began as a daily effort but has now become as easy as breathing...why nobody shared the secret with me earlier on is a wonder. It is all about waking up early and embracing the new day and enjoying what life has in store for you.

This year has been a year of great blessings. My friends and I finally went on the holiday we have talking about going on for years and thoroughly enjoyed ourselves. This is also the year where we are finally going to our first wedding as well as the year we are experiencing our 1st pregnancy. And yes I did say our first pregnancy. This little one who is coming into our lives has no idea how much they are already loved although they are but 7 weeks old. It is really hard for me not to give them a sex right now...we are hoping for a little girl and our little pregnant fairy is hoping for a boy...I figure she should just have twins and that way we have a win-win situation. She doesn't agree but suppose that hoping does not hurt the soul.

This year has also been a year where I have learnt what it is I am looking for in a partner, what I am willing to put up with and what I refuse to be a part of and there have been many a surprise. I am still single in the "search" of finding him but I am still happy even with the moments of loneliness I experience. I suppose you can't get everything you want all at once now can you. It is about going through every individual experience, learning from it and prepping yourself for the next one that actually counts at the end of the day. I know that he is somewhere out there waiting to be found or to find me but I am actually okay with that. Wow it is amazing what a little bit of growth can do to someone.

The evolution continues so
Peace, love and highness until my next post

Change

I feel a change coming into my life but not too sure where it is headed so it is kinda scary yet exciting all at the same time. All I know is that I gotta move with the cheese before the current cheese becomes stale or runs out.

So much has happened in the past year that I can't even begin to write anything down about it. But all I know is that it has had a huge impact in how I am living each day in the present moment.

There are moments in life where you don't quite know what curve ball you will be thrown next and whether you are going to come out of the situation or not. I suppose it is learning to duck, dive or hit the ball that in the end determines what the future is going to hold.

All I know is that it is time for a change. It is time I took stock and then control of my life. It is time that I take full responsibility for my life and not let others determine who and what I become.

I need to make the jump.
I must make the jump.
I will make the jump into the unknown and will live to tell the tale